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©2007-2009 ~PhaseXero
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Simple. White, black. Boring, normal, nameless. Faceless, useless. Not worth a word. Not worth a thought. Chose to be this way, all that you see is what it is, who I am. Inside, a storm, over and over, never to stop for more than a breath. Anger and desperation hidden by tired eyes and a push away, rapture cloaked with a distracted glance and mumbled excuses, lies. Living on a swing, on a rollercoaster. As an abandoned ball on the court, falling low only to rebound. Its up, but below the height it started at. Each bounce, each day brings this closer to the end. The lows, lower; the highs, less frequent. But does it want to stay on the ground? Playing the game is tough, confusing, demanding. To play means to pick a team, but it fails them. They are displeased. Nothing is spoken, but it takes that as truth. Fight? Its easier to just stop bouncing, to give in, to sleep.

Right?

Im sorry.

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As I've come clean, I've forgotten what I promised
In the rays of the sun, I am longing for the darkness
:iconphoenixspine:
wait, don't go just yet--
[link] for you. not back yet but i was able to catch yours on the top of my devwatch list. :heart:


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icon by the awesome
[ P h a s e X e r o ]

:stormtrooper: <-- Click
:iconspikeykitty:
Im about to cry and I have no idea why......



we'll miss you....

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:heart:=Hewryu:heart:
"It is time for me to live up to my family name and face full life consequences!" - John Freeman
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I like it..but dont go
:icondrewthewolf:
<3

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I greet people with my face -~kittyspit
:iconelectro-scum:
The eyes are fantastic
..I dont want you to leave
but if you have to do this for yourself then do it!
Just remember a guy in Australia thinks your fantastic.

:hug:
:iconinnocencegone:
Snap out of it.
Tell us what you're going through and we might be able to give advice. But being vague and cloistering yourself isn't going to help anyone, and will only hurt yourself and the ones around you.
So do the right thing.
And talk.
:icongrihm:
that is amazing. i love you. i'm having a hard time too. it'll get better. i miss you. i drew you a picture a few days ago but my computer hasn't been letting me upload. i'll keep trying though.

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you keep tugging on my shirt
just to pull me closer
one single step at a time..

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